When I go: In heaven :) I know I will because of the signs God has given me

God made me a new pen out of dust identical to the one I lost. Twice! He put it in my hand. He raised me from the dead, giving me a body identical to the one I lost, but an immortal body is the body God gave me. He also made a new bible identical to the one I got free at the church and put it in the basement.

When I go to heaven, and my mom thinks I am dead, maybe she will start to believe that I am in heaven, and will want to go there to see me again, so she will mourn, but believe, and she will go to heaven when she dies. I will talk to her about God and heaven: I will speak truth, and try to inspire her and show her love. She needs emotional and mental healing, and she is always exhausted and I hope that once she believes God will heal her. He will give her her teeth back when she is in heaven.

When I wake up in heaven, I will see God face to face, and He will hug me, and I'll go get my schedule for classes, and then I will put my red leotard on and go see the gymnastics gym and start doing drills and start trying to flip. I will jump into the foam pit before I do a back tuck into it, and someone will spot me and help me to do a back handspring, and I will do it with a spotter a thousand times before I try to do it without a spotter. I will learn gymnastics slowly, but I will learn gymnastics, and be able to do it. Then I will go talk to Aaron Dottle, and if God says it is good, me and Aaron will smoke DMT together and talk and feel peaceful. My wings will grow. I will go to literature classes and writing classes. I will flip. I will take ballet and other dance classes, a dance class like the one on one dance class I dreamed about. I will take meditation classes and swimming classes and maybe a water meditation class like the one I dreamed about with the blue polka dot bathing suit. Maybe I'll have that bathing suit: I hope I do.