What it feels like to be possessed

I'll tell you what it feels like to be possessed. It feels like I am no longer me, but the devil's spirit was in me, and all I could feel was hatred; it's voice was everywhere. I felt like I lost my soul and that there was no hope.

God exorcised me of the devil, and there was hope again.

I'll tell you what it feels like to be possessed by God: I just feel endless, pure LOVE, while God talks to the back of my mind, and I sway to the rhythm of my heart. My soul sways, leaving my body and re-entering my body in a flowing sway. I feel complete peace, and there is more hope than I have ever dreamed of hoping for.

I'll tell you what it feels like to be possessed by an archangel: I feel peace, and love, and I feel free. I feel the way I'll feel in one thousand years, when I'll be an archangel myself.

But when I possess my own body - with my soul and my spirit - I take ownership of this body that God gave me. I am truly myself, fully in my immortal body, free and loving, as I become more and more like an angel. I feel passion and love and freedom. The truth shall set us free, and if we follow Jesus, we will live forever, and go to heaven with immortal bodies after death. I died and stayed on earth, just like Lazarus and a little girl did, as I learned in the Bible.

But when I am possessed, partially, by demons and or the devil, it feels like there is no hope. When I hear demonic voices, I pray and try to think good thoughts. I try to overcome evil with good, like the Bible tells us to. God's Word tells me that there is always hope, even if it doesn't seem like it at the time. And while I am not hearing voices, I am so thankful and grateful that I'm not hearing voices, and that there is silence in my mind, and that my heart is strong and peaceful, and that I have LOVE for God. I am grateful and thankful that it always stops and God talks to me and the demons stop. I will become more and more like the person - the angel, the archangel - that God wants me to be. And I know that someday the demonic voices will stop forever, and I will live forever. When it stops, I will believe even more than I do today.

And that's all, for now. God is good. Remember that: there is always hope.